Escambia

by Seeing Blue

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1.
note to self (free) 02:36
Wake up, wake up You sleep through your alarms And you don't care how far you've gone You fucked it up Wake up, wake up Hold up, Hold up I thought we were getting somewhere But it seems we've gotten nowhere You fucked it up Wake up, wake up It doesn't take a genius To know you found a reason to hate me I know we have our problems But maybe we can pick up the pieces I gotta let it go Find a way to start the process Get back to where I started Find control Every second I spend on ways To dig myself out of this mess (I disregarded the process) Of what it takes to be a man And all my friends watch my downfall (As I spin out of control) Don't worry man I have a plan That's what I say to them I've run out of reasons To ask you to leave and Maybe you just have to stay But if you stay in my head long You know I'll be long gone Before you can say anything I'll be done here I'll be done here I'll be done here And I'm done here
2.
cheese touch 03:59
Filled with nothing but regret The days of good times came and went When I saw you board the airplane I knew that was when my life changed Filling time with drawing pictures Writing songs and peeling blisters Could never cope right when I was young No thanks to you, or where I'm from You're so complicated you're so cool But you never showed your face When I needed you You always stuck around for someone else That's why I never gave a shit about myself About myself Always felt like it was my fault I caused the problem that couldn't be solved I never worked on how to handle that And I'm still dealing with the aftermath You're so complicated you're so cool But you never showed your face When I needed you You always stuck around for someone else That's why I never gave a shit about myself About myself
3.
One lung One lung will never be Enough to breathe One month One month will never be Enough for me Just once Just once I'd like to be Worth your time No luck No luck I'll always be Last on your mind So there I was Sitting on a beachhead And all I wanted Was for you to see it Someone Someone new to me Would help me through Dull love Dull love has beaten me And left me bruised You've won You've won I've taken it Your sick abuse Undone Undone I sit alone I'm marooned So there I was Sitting on a beachhead And all I wanted Was for you to see it So there I was Sitting on a beachhead And all I wanted Was for you to see this
4.
bridges 03:42
Locked in a room With nothing to do but wonder How many times did I Say something wrong in my life I'm anticipating another failing of Communication entirely from my end And oh I'm out of my head I'm tired of writing poems With no point or purpose I wish I could just cope In healthier ways but all of my days Are spent on writing checks My body can't cash and Drinking clears my head But they can't know that and All I want to be Is something more than What you've always seen I'm not getting younger And oh I'm out of my head I'm tired of writing poems With no point or purpose I wish I could just cope In healthier ways but all of my days Are spent on writing checks My body can't cash and Drinking clears my head But they can't know that and All I want to be Is something more than What you've always seen I'm not getting younger
5.
bummer 02:24
6.
trees (free) 02:56
I'm a wreck But I keep myself in check Lie about my problems And pretend it's alright I can solve them All I want Is to be in someone's thoughts At night, someone to sooth me And make all of the pain just go away Still feeling low These people come and go Maybe if they stayed they'd Feel what it's like to be alone Just getting by Hurting to feel alive Eating all my words Just to throw them all back up And make it worse When these things are gone I go back to the room And I become myself again Often times I'll pull down all the shades like I used to And just lay down in the room For five to six hours just alone, just lay in that bed And get something back, some kind of juice Just being away from people Is one of the most marvelous fulfillments A man like me can have I'll just live alone Dance to my own song And live among the trees Where no one laughs but me And no one cares to see who I have become I'll just live alone Dance to my own song And live among the trees Where no one laughs but me And no one cares to see who I have become
7.
done (free) 02:06
Done, and over it I can't take anymore of this I want to talk, but no one listens I want to see how this progresses That's too bad cause it's Done, done, done Done, done, done Done, done, done Done, done, done Done, and over it Empty, dry, emotionless I try to fight, but it's not worth it If someone cares they can't be certain Oh well I couldn't give a damn It's done, done, done Done, done, done Done, done, done Done, done, done I'm done

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2022 debut album.

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released January 21, 2022

Written, recorded, performed and produced by Rian Blue.

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